Trust..

Trust, isn't something that can be easily built between people,
It takes time and a true heart to built,
so strong yet so weak to be destroy in just few seconds.
Love, comes together along with trust,
there won't be any love without trust,
Learned that if there's someone that you truly love,
you will just believe him with no doubts,
follow his steps and support him no matter what. =)

Stress!!

For the first time of my life, I'm breaking record as I've not been sleep for 39 hours! I'm exhausted and my body is telling me that its gonna collapse anytime yet I can't sleep. It was terribly hard for me to fall asleep ever since i drank the Old Town White Coffee. The worse is when i get to know that I'm actually having exam early in the morning on the next day! A subject which I'd never flip through the notes - Management Accounting.

Appreciate..

Its an ordinary sunday night,
The sound of crickets can be heard so clearly,
Feeling the peacefulness inside my heart,
Heartbeat getting slower and slower,
Lying sleepless on my bed,
Memories with you played inside my mind like a movie,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart,
For everything that you gave me,
I really appreciate it so much..

Sweet~

Went to Bandar Puteri Old Town White Coffee with Michelle. I regret that I've ordered a cup of cold white coffee as I don't really like the taste of coffee. The caffeine contained had been making me suffer from headache. =( As usual, Michelle loves to take out her camera and take pictures. Hehe!

Taa daa!! Its a picture that we took 10 months ago during celebration of Chi Wynn's birthday, is the pose exactly the same? Haha!

Anyway, its fun to chat with this sopoh. Luv u darling~mwax! =)

Tiredness..

Life isn't long, but its not short neither,
Its still long way to go to live the life i want,
In order to achieve what i want,
I need to sacrifice alot, I know,
But I believe,
As long as I keep giving out more,
Keep waiting patiently and I will get it all one day,
Seems so hard yet I'm not willing to give up,
Its inevitability that things doesn't goes well always,
Dissapointment exhausted me,
Doubt came across my mind,
Is there a hand that I can hold tightly and together walk this journey to the end?

Liar..

Every words you said seems so real,
For once, my eyes had been blinded by your colours,
Beyond your beautiful lies,
Nothing can be seen but only ugly truth,
If words that you're going to say isn't the truth,
I rather not hearing any words from you,
Because you'll never know,
A true and sincere heart can be feel even without a word..

I belongs to no one..

Dear lord, I know you're watching each of us,
In life, there's many peoples that come into my world,
Some may just come and goes through,
Some I would know how important are they to me,
Only when the moment after i lose them,
Some will stay forever inside my heart,
As time passed,
Peoples starting to leave,
What left is just memories,
I ain't gonna blame the fate,
For letting me suffer from loneliness,
Because its your leaving that letting me know,
How peaceful the world is without you..

Without you..

Looking at the stars on the sky,
Your face appeared so clearly in my mind,
Wind blows softly on my face,
I felt the cold without your warmth,
The night is so peaceful and yet so quiet,
Beyond my heart is nothing but loneliness.

Fate..

I'm pissed and I'm frustrated,
Each time the more i want to make things simple, the more things get complicated,
In life, things doesn't always goes my way, I know,
But why?! After so many things, over and over again,
The same thing still happening and the feelings come back to me again,
The feeling that i hate the most, insecured.
All these while I'm just keep moving in a circle,
No matter how much I'm not willing to face the truth,
But I have to admit, yes, I didn't have faith on myself,
Heart that've hurt badly is not as tough as i thought it was,
It tends to build a wall when it get hurts to protect itself,
Like a trauma,
Afraid to get hurt, that's why keep holding back myself,
Afraid to lose, that's why i care so much,
Afraid that all these is just a sweet dream,
The moment when i wake up, none of these things belongs to mine..